lately i've been falling inlove with the in-betweens.. the days that don't look like milestones but still carry tiny moments of love. the kind of days where the sun just hits differently, where stillness feels like safety. where i realize that even when nothing "big" is happening, im still growing.
these are the moments i'm starting to love the most. the quiet luxury of spending my mornings connecting with myself, realizing how important these days really are. how important isolation really is.
while im merging with the life i dream of, i realize i'm already living it. i'm ready to go back into the world without feeling like i might lose myself again. more me than ever. more alive. more aware of the world i'm creating.
for a second, i think a part of me was scared to leave my isolation. it became a safe place for me.. my own little bubble of becoming. these past few months have been interesting. i've found myself exploring, learning, drifting through different things and practices. but the one constant has always been me, right here.
each time i came back to myself, i realized the world around me is truly alive. every thought anchors a different reality. every person reflects a different version of me. and i've seen the importance of that.. the importance of me, my energy, my presence.
being able to sit in the journey, to really live in it. has taught me that this is what we live for. this is the goal we chase!
yes, we'll always have big dreams, crazy goals, those moments where everything finally clicks. but sometimes we get so caught up chasing them that we forget to actually enjoy the smaller moments.
the real dream is when the dream becomes so normal you can just live inside it.
to find love in each moment. the in betweens, the voids. there really is beauty in every part if you just look. the fun, the chaos, the magic. hi God.
this is what we're alive for!
xoxo♡♡