It’s 5:40, and I’m up. The past couple of days have been up and down. One minute I’m okay, and the next I’m sad. I’ve cried every day for like the last week, and I can’t really put my finger on why. I gotta admit I’m starting to become scared of the unexpected. I’m trying not to overanalyze it and just go with the flow of things. And I hate pouring my emotions onto friends sometimes, so I’m just keeping it to myself for now. But it’s nice to have people who just know without you having to tell them.
To distract myself, I’ve started watching Scandal, and I’m already on season 6… In 3 days. Literally sun up to sun down. I haven’t been addicted to a show in a while. It kind of reminds me of Blacklist but better! The intense chemistry between Olivia & Fitz is insane. I’m on edge every time they’re in the same room. I wish things weren’t so complicated for them. It’s also interesting to see how much her parents affected her within her relationships. They truly failed her, and still they continue to traumatize her… they love her, but it’s like they don’t know how. Some people’s definition of love just sucks. And aww poor Fitz is just so obsessed he’s willing to give up everything for her. Ugh, to be in love 🥺
Well, on the side of my current TV obsession, Crumbl just released the minis & I’ve ordered a 6 count every day the past 3 days. This is the best thing they could’ve done; they should’ve done it sooner! My favs this week are the regular chocolate chip; omg, it’s warmed & sooo soft, literally so good & I’m usually not that crazy about chocolate chip unless I bake them myself. My baby’s fav was the brownie; she’s going through a chocolate phase right now! It definitely tastes just like a brownie, but I like my brownie with some kind of pecans. So for me it was just a little too much, but still good.
On a more personal note, my little Taurus baby will be five in a couple of days. Y’all, what am I doing with a 5-year-old; she’s just getting too big. I can’t take it! We talk like we’re best friends. She has a crush on one of the kids at school & I think it’s hilarious & weird haha. Like what are you doing thinking some little boy is cute? She’s honestly so funny. Love watching her develop such a big personality.
Today I’m being forced out of my cocoon to attend a friend’s cookout. It’s finally hot in LA. So, I’m not mad. I’ve been rotting in bed watching Scandal all week. It’s time for me to get up & I haven’t seen them in a while, so it should be fun to reconnect. And speaking of connections, I’ve had soooo many different music requests! I’m so happy you guys love the music just as much as I do! & I will most definitely be adding some on the new playlist this upcoming week!
xo
zenwhispers